Start Moving On

Written Monday, April 3, 2017

I’m sad. There, I said it. I’m just feeling sad and I don’t know how to start moving on…

I’m sad because I want to stay in the past sometimes. Because I need to mourn and grieve my past life. I need to go through the motions I am feeling.
Someone recently said to me that it’s unnecessary and unhealthy to feel this way. Maybe it is. But that’s hard to do when it feels like everyone around you is going forward and getting on with their life.

And there you are, stuck in the same place, thinking about what was and what it could’ve been. All the what if’s and if only’s.
I try to pick myself up and get myself together. I want to feel like I am moving forward. To start moving on.

I need to feel that I am single and I am OK. 

But it’s very hard to do. And there are times that I just don’t want to.
Every day is another day that I have to look at myself in the mirror and say “ Sarah, you are awesome and you can do this”. So I put on a smile and go about my business.

Fake it till you make it, right?

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